Today is the last class of my diploma.. You know what it’s been more than a year i m in apiit.. right!! look this is gonna be quite a long post though.
Hmm first, would like to really say thanks to those who helped me in my class. david.. haha the funny one, most click-able buddy in my class. andy nice one to talk to, zenghoong nice one to hang around with, zhengsi, he is the happy-go-lucky person (ps how i wish i have half of his happy-go-lucky attitude), kokwai, the one who is talkable (ps i talk more.. haha talkative me since i was small though), marcus the one who always do many things in assignment when team up with him, but always kena bully by Ms. J.. and yeah.. got wailynn, cath of coz not to forget (i mess up things), JJ, arthur and many many more.. thanks guys.. if anything i made u guys dissatisfied, please accept my sincere apology.
Today was the last day, and it ended up with a movie with my gang – Angel and Demons.. I was telling myself before i went out this morning, that i have to accomplish certain goals since it’s already the last day. But guess what, thanks to my hesitations and further imaginary mind, i didn’t manage to get it done.
After all these while, i realized, people who i thought was nice and good to me was actually the one made my way and something ruin it up and that sucks me off. sometimes, a person who I paid so much attention to sucks me off too.
But i think i manage to coop quite well with my classmates after 3 semester especially david.. hahah the funny one.. xD anyway thanks for everything again.
Like i always see forwarded email; something like no one dies virgin coz at the last you are just fucked up by something which i thought was just piece of crap but now i realized it was quite true. Maybe i should learn to accept and put things down which i have always been trying to learn it but failed.
I just learned two things. Perseverance towards something doesn’t mean that you will get it at last although i was always thought during my childhood, when you tend to do something without knowing the word stop after failure, you tend to achieve what you want. And this is totally not true at ALL.. and another thing is the train theory, thought by mr. E.. I realized he was quite true though. I can be telling people how and what to do to handle things but when comes to me, i really suck man. Hmm, anyway yeah, i think i should be grateful that i am not the last one in the train deck but nevertheless, being in the centre deck sometimes can drown you without fresh air also. Maybe its just time for me to detached the first few decks ahead me and let the front deck go first, i shall just slow down and see things clearly over the last deck.. Maybe decksssssssssssssssssssss
Hi, good post. I have been wondering about this issue,so thanks for posting.